Gone...

I'm fucking up and I really don't care anymore. Everyone is trying to help me, but it's not working. I honestly want to live in a aslyum. I think there's something terribly wrong with me and I don't want to see anybody. I want to be alone. I don't want to have to deal with people.

I think I have lost myself. I've done things that I use to think that I would never do. I don't think the same way anymore. I'm purposely trying to stay away from everyone. I think it's because I'm just going to end up hurting them all.

I want to be put in a place where I wouldn't be a harm to myself or others, but where can that be though?