How ackward.

So my ex was talking to me yesterday about his little girl problems. Geez, how ackward is that?! Yeah, it was weird but whatever. I was there to listen and maybe help him out. He didn't want to say any names but I knew exactly who he was talking about. It kind of bothered me because I wonder if he had feelings for her when we were going out. They have always been pretty close. It doesn't really matter though. My feelings for him aren't the same and I probably would have never met James.

So I am like really tired. I've been tired all day actually. I've been kind of lazy and slow this whole week. It's like I don't have much motivation anymore. It's like I hit the jets, then stop. I don't have that same endurance that I once had. It better hit me this weekend. I really need it right now.

I seriously think I'm getting old. But then again, isn't everyone? Like I can't function without sleep. Back in the day, I can hella work on two hours of sleep. Idk what's wrong with me dude. But it's okay though. I'm a growing girl and I need my sleep. I just need to learn how to manage my time. I need to stop being lazy and focusing on the negatives. Honestly, it's what's holding me back a bit.

I've learned a lot from reading Slaughterhouse- Five. Like how everyone should focus on the positives and just ignore the negatives. I've discovered all these different aspects of time. It's a really good book. It's written by Kurt Vonnegut. You should read it. ;) I think that's what I'm going to write my critical analysis on. I seriously don't like writing essays though. >_> Boo, but I better get use to it.

I'm so sleepy so I think I might hit the hay. Hopefully James will call me when he gets home. I need to fold the laundry.

Goodnight. <3