omg wtf.

You're stressing me out. You already know that I'm not doing good in school and you always say that it's more important. Why are you piling more stress on me? Why are you pressuring me? It doesn't make sense. You've got to think from other people's perspectives, especially from where I'm coming from. I feel like I've been cheated and used... When have you ever asked me what I want? Because this is not what I want.

I really don't know what to do now. I'm sacrificing so much and it seems like it's not even paying off in the end. It's not worth it. It's like I spend so much time making other people happy that I forget about myself. I hate this. I don't know what to do. I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm losing focus and forgetting the reasons why I've been holding on for so long.

I miss the people who use to be there for me all the time. I'm so disappointed and upset now that they're gone because I really need them right now.

I'm not sure how long I can last.