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I don't want to sound like a big ol drama queen but I think I've lost a lot of blood these past two days and it's starting to have an effect on me. I feel really weak and really tired. Sometimes when I get up, I just feel like fainting or passin out. I got up at ten and now it's ten forty. I am EXHAUSTED. I didn't even do much. I was even strugglig bringing down the laundry.

I'm kind of worried. If this continues to happen, I think I'm going to see my doctor. I'm trying not to think of the worst, but it's possible. The way I've been feeling lately and how it was so hard for me to stop the bleeding the other day. Also the fact that I've been so stressed and I might even be suffering from depression. It's really scary actually, but I kind of don't care. I feel like I don't have anything to live for. I feel so dead. I've honestly never been in my house for this long in probably a year. I'm getting skinny and I'm all pale and white. When Kimberly turns white you know something is wrong.

Today is going to be a tough day.