Help.

I'm pushig myself so hard that it's nearly unbearable. I'm so down and I can't get myself up. I just wanna lay around and be sad. Watch talk shows all day and eat. I feel like there's nothing for me to live for anymore. I don't know what happened to my big dreams of saving the world and all of that. It just doesn't seem possible for me.

I don't know what to do now. It's so hard being all on your own. Everyone that said would be there for you aren't and now I'm just all by myself. I really don't know what to do in my life. I have no one. I can't even do anything right. I'm failing at everything I do. I want to give up already. Bullshit people are like don't give up blah blah blah. You already know they don't give a crap about me. No one understands and this blog is getting all out of order.

So what to do now? Force myself through another fucking day.