Disaster.

Okay so I've been trippin out all day from all this medication I've been on. Like dooooode. I was in pain all motherfucking day. Seriously. My menstrual cramps haven't been this bad. I even flaked out on David because I don't want my tattoo done while I'm on it. I'm gonna be crying like a little bitch. Anyway I made Marc's white ass come to my house with a glass of crushed Tylenol with orange juice. The pain slowly went away halleluljah but right when Im about to fall asleep my mom calls. I don't remember bits and parts of our convo but I was pissed. First of all, I was in fucking pain all day. Second, I'm about to sleep. Third, the bitch is trippin out about my grades. Calm your ass down old lady. It's a 2.6. I guess it's super bad from my 3.8 but goddamn. She doesn't understand what went down second semester. She must have not been listening to family counseling. What's worse?she really thinks I didn't get accepted to FIDM. What the fuck bitch. Now I
gotta drag all my FIDM papers just to prove it to her. Like dude. Why would I lie about that? =_= ayaiyai. So much stuff she was saying. Blahblah. But anyway enough of that.

I hit my lowest low. I wanted to die. Idk. You can read my Twitter. Like dude. If I knew how to put in gas I would put five in it and drive to Coronado bridge and jump off that shit. I really was going to but I'm like on e. So yeah. I don't think I would have made it haha. But yeah. I was so down dude. No one was just like there for me you know. And I was like all high or something because my whole body felt like numb and stuff. Then I just went to sleep.

I had a dream that I was rolling. I don't really remember it but I remember saying something like fuck everything, be happy. I was like all happy when I woke up too. It was weird. Then Ashley called me and I went to her house. I really didn't feel like it but I knew I had to. My body fell all weak and I just felt like I was going to pass out. I still feel that way actually. I took hella Tylenol PM dude. Crushed with water though so yuck and my chaser was milk. Gross. Someone shoot me. But anyway. I'm still at Sharmaine's house and I think I'm about to knock out because it's finally getting to me.

Night night.