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Okay so I'm trying really hard not to get really iritated and mad, but I think I have every right to be. She said my car would be fixed yesterday, but for some reason she wasn't at home. >_> LIES!! And no one has been answering my calls this morning. Like I hella let it ring for the longest time. They must know that it's me. =_= I don't care if it's even fixed or not anymore. I'll fix it myself! I bet I can fix it in a day just by watching YouTube. I'm just trying to be calm. :/ I really don't know what else I can do though. I've been using the secret and everything. They're ruining my summer already. I missed Harry Potter and I'm going to miss Chanel's birthday beach thing today. I'm kind of just pushing it away from me. It makes me so sad. :( there's nothing I can do! I seriously just want to kill them all! Once I get my car back, I'm dropping them out of my life. I don't need people like that and idrgaf if they're my family. Family doesn't mean
anything to me anymore.

Well time to move on with the day. It's like every day is a struggle. Everything is going good, but it could be better. The thing I hate the most is being dependent and having to rely on others. It just kills me.... :(