Why so in a rush?

I feel like I have no time sometimes. I feel like I'm being rushed with everything I do. It's like I'm living too fast. I just kind of want to slow down a bit and relax, but everyone around me is moving so fast. I feel kind of pressured to live that kind of lifestyle. I don't want to be living like this anymore. Why can't everyone just stop and smell the roses? Stop working so hard and so much and enjoy life a little.

So a little bit earlier I was looking for my FIDM papers that proves that I did get accepted and will be starting school there next summer. It's a lot of papers and it just really amuses me how my mom doesn't believe me. Like it really just kills me. Why would I seriously lie about that? What is wrong with everyone actually? Why doesn't anyone believe me anymore? Have I lost everyones trust? Seriously though. I can care less though. I'm going to drop off these papers later to my mom's house. I gotta show this woman what is fucking up. I wish I could see her face and her reaction. I want to be able to say I told you so. She is so wrong about me. It still upsets me how she was tripping out over my grades. She was fucking acting like I wasn't going to graduate. She was talking to me as if I was going to be a failure in life. She's stupid. She thinks I'm not going to graduate in white either. That bitch don't understand. I tried to explain to her but she
wouldn't listen. She kept assuming that I was calling her stupid just because she didn't finish college. I might as well have. She wasn't listening to me. I don't even care about her anymore.

I actually don't give a shit about anyone and everyone that has ever doubted me, never supported me, talk shit about me, hated me, etc. I know I'm going to be much more successful than they will ever be. I'm going to achieve so much more. I want to prove them wrong so bad. They're all wrong about me. I don't understand where they get these ideas about me. They must already know that I'm going to be great in life. It's fine. I love those people because they make me wanna work harder and be better. So I thank my haters out there. <3 because without you guys I probably wouldn't be where I am today and you're going to help me achieve all my success in the future. ;) I just cannot wait to see the day where I can just tell everyone I fucking told you so. Haha seriously though!!

Anyway, I must shower because I have a pho date with Ashley, Sharmaine, and Marc. Also hopefully get the needle so I can get my snakebites again. I need to be reunited with my babies. I miss them so much haha. I can finally be symmetrical hahahah. Okay bye. :3