Looking.

I slept in my old bedroom that use to also belong to my grandmother. I was hoping that maybe she would visit me in my dreams and help me. I was hoping she would tell me what to do so everything can be better. Sadly, I just woke up to another nightmare. I then thought that I did it wrong. I should have slept upside down facing the window so I can invite her spirit back in. But I didn't end up going back to sleep because I was afraid that I might invite the wrong ones.

Oh well. Dead people are meant to be dead.