WTF bitch.

I got ready pretty early this morning. I thought I was going to church but my mom started bitchin. Seriously. I cannot go a day with her freaking out about something. I was just telling her that we should go to a different church today. I wasn't saying anything about going to like a different church church if you know what I mean. She gets ALL mad dude. She's like fine go to whatever church you want. Then I swear she starts listing like all the possible religions there is. Just kidding. She named like two because she's stupid. I'm like dude there is more than one Catholic church in San Diego. Then she's like no there isn't anymore masses. Not when there's afternoon and evening mass. It ain't the end of the world Missy! So I'm just like I'm not gonna go. Omg and she gets super mad. I don't like going to the church that she goes to because I honestly cannot understand the priest. No offense but that man is old and he hella mumbles. :( I would want to learn
something in church. Not just sit there and be there because it's "good for you." it's pointless to go to church and you can't even understand the dude. Like seriously.

Yeah so I'm pretty irritated. I pretty much got ready for nothing. That really bugs me. Like it seriously just kills me. Getting ready for nothing is hella wasting time. There's no point in looking good when you're just at home. -_- I feel like going to Seaport. I think I will though. I am all dressed up. >_> but I would be all by myself. Then I just have this feeling that I shouldn't go. I really have to stop thinking that it's okay for me to go out alone. I still think that this world is so safe. It's not and I just can't see that. Sometimes I think I'm so invincible it's ridiculous.

I'm just not going to go out. It could be worse. Thank goodness for all natural make up though. <3