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I wish I had a dick. I wish I could fuck every girl in the world. Just kidding haha. But no seriously though. I just hate being a girl sometimes. Like boys just don't understand. Being on your period is more than just blood coming out of your vagina. You get really emotional and irritable. You turn into this evil bitch for like a week that eats everything in sight. You get all fat too and you break out sometimes. You get super moody. You're like on this insane emotional rollercoaster. Dude I don't know. You're just like and a different person for a while. I really hate it too when you experience fatigue. You are just tired all day long. Oh my goodness. You sleep like forever. Oh geez.... And the cramps?! I would rather die than experience that kind of pain for several hours. @_@

I'm not really in a good mood right now and I'm going to blame it on my period because I know I'm not always like this. To me, I feel like the whole world is against me. Everyone is just irrtating the crap out of me. Like seriously dude. I'm sorry if I've been bitchy all day but goddamn get off my dick. I don't even think what I'm saying is making sense.

I feel slightly accomplished today though. Why? Because I said no to drugs!! I was just leaving my mama's apartment place when I saw my old friends that I use to smoke with a while back. It was interesting. They wanted to smoke me out, but I said no. It was very tempting especially because I've been feeling like shit all day but nope! I made a promise to never do drugs. o:) hehe but I really mean it though.

I was kind of in that mood earlier where I just wanted to stay home for the week and isolate myself from the world. But I'm pretty busy this week and I can't sacrifice cancelling everything. I have a lot that needs to be done actually now that I think about it. My car needs an oil change and tune up before Thursday because that's the day of my exam and I must be prepared. I need to get to Oceanside pretty early too so I can drive around. According to my dad, I need insurance. It's weird because I thought I already did. Hopefully, I will get this all done by tomorrow afternoon. Then I need to get the other side of my lip pierced. Finally right?! Hahaha. That can be done tomorrow too since Marc is getting his needles back tonight. My tattoo needs to be done this week too. I'm thinking Friday. Or at least before the premier which is next Wednesday!! I'm pretty excited. I'm hella camping out dude. Idgaf if I'm by myself or whaaat but catch me sleeping in my
car in the parking lot lmfao. Oh yes. That reminds me. I need to go to American Apparel to buy my dress and also go to Soma before Saturday to get me and Ashley Papa's presale tickets for the Ace Enders/BBQ show. It all sounds pretty exciting. ;)

James must be hella thinking about me right now because I'm sneezing like there's no fucking tomorrow.

Have a good night! <3