Tell me why

This roll is so goddamn long! Like seriously. I took it like twelve thirty? Whathafuxxxx man. I just want to lay on the beach. Forget my problems. I can walk the globe right now and I won't be tired. I can't stop running my mouth. I am just talking and talking. I'm so mentally tired. I need a me day. I'm starting to think that I have too many of those. I want to be alone but then I don't want to. I think I have to be with people. It's okay. I'm with my friends. Hopefully my day will be brighter. This is a step. Just being a little more positive. Let's keep it coming baby because I want things to change.

I fucking love life. I don't even know why I'm saying that because it's kind of treating my like shit right now. Fuuuck man! Can I be sober?! This shit is long and it was only one. /)_x I need to stop blogging so much! Blog overload! I want my friends. They're sleeping. I want things back to normal. I'm scared!! Okay I'm stopping blogging now!