Because all suffering is sweet to me.

Happy Fat Tuesday! It looks like I'm not going out to eat or anything today. It's okay though.
I had a pretty good day!

I didn't really do anything in Spanish but grade tests. Sadly, Precious and I failed. :[ Whatever.
I learned how to do a catch stitch in clothing design and I nearly killed myself while ironing. Hahahha. x]
I think I did well on my pre- cal test!
I didn't do shit in APES. I hate it when Mrs. Jimenez tries to teach us math. I'm serious. She phails. I do not understand her haha.
I finally bought my ID at lunch! It was hella funny because I was hella at the ASB store asking for an ID when I was really suppose to go to the Finance office. Ayaiyai. Yup then I just ate some lunch with Kermille and she bought me a Rice Krispie. Yumm! They're so good but I don't understand why they're so small now. :[
I actually listened to Mr. Geroche speak today. Well, most of the time. I fell asleep for a little bit, but I woke up and forced myself to study for the test that I still have to take!!
Blaahh, Meyer was boring. Just reading and watching The Grapes of Wrath. It was hella old and in like black and white. Hahaha.

Afterschooool, I finally got my ID! I forgot how ugly my picture was haha. It was funny because earlier I freaking went to the attendance office instead of the main office. Hahaha! I don't know what's wrong with me today. It's like I don't know my school anymore. x_x Ooh and I also saw the time control center thingy which basically controls the bells for school and what not and I know how to switch it to modified day. It's my goal to switch it to modified day one day. Hahahaha. x] That would be freaking cool.

Then, I had practice. It was hard because I forgot to put a Band- Aid on my two cuts so I was stepping hella ugly haha. I sort of got the new step Joseph was teaching us. :/ I hate how I'm such a slow learner. It frustrates me! After practice ended, my mother picked me up to take me home.

My mom was not in a good mood. It's like everytime I'm with her, she's always complaining. She's always bringing me down. She's totally spreading all her negativity to me. I hate it. I understand though. She's working two jobs and she's tired. Her stupid ass sister keeps asking for money and no it's not for food for her countless children or gas. It's so that she can lose it all in the casino. It really makes me mad. She really needs to get off her fat ass and work. She can't be asking my mom for money all the time and it's not even for important stuff. It's so sad. This is the same auntie I was talking about earlier. Seriously man. She needs to think about her kids. They need food and clothing. And what about education? Eh. I don't even want to talk about this anymore. It hella pisses me off. I'm only like seventeen years old and I'm busy trying to do some work so I can help my family. Why should I even help her and give her money? I don't trust her. She's going to use it for something else. Oh god. I don't even want to start. =_=

You know what would really make my day? Pancakes! :]] Too bad no one loves me enough to take me there haha. It makes me kind of sad though because it reminds me of someone from last year. Hah whatever. The past belongs in the past. But anyway. I've got lots to do today! I need ta shower and eat and do homework. Luckily, I don't have a lot today so yeah. :] I get to sleep tonight! Have a good rest of the day. <3